sometimes when we live around the jerks, we don't even remember that they're jerks anymore. we think everyone in the whole world are a bunch of jerks and we don't realize that there are some nerds living around us. some nerds who don't expect sex from a relationship, some nerds who feel guilty even before they commit a crime.

suddenly the world is a playground to enjoy to the fullest. sex, alcohol, drugs, clubbing, prostitute, they are just tools to enjoy life. nothing right or wrong anymore, it's just life. life that only once we get, only once we can enjoy, only once we can ruin.