Evanescence - Like You

Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.

Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
The humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.

I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.

And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

Evanescence - Hello

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

human can never be so pure, can never be so innocent
i can never be so sinless

i never realized a single apologize can change everything
that's why i said i'm sorry

but will it be over already?

Ten part Two

Sepuluh cara paling baik untuk tahu bahwa pacarmu benar-benar mencintaimu:

10. Dia tidak keberatan dengan perubahan moodmu yang aneh waktu PMS,
9. Dia selalu membiarkan kamu memilih film yang akan ditonton berdua,
8. Dia selalu membiarkan kamu memilih makanan yang akan kalian makan bersama,
7. Dia tahu nama teman-temanmu dan bertanya bagaimana kabar mereka,
6. Dia memastikan bahwa kapan pun kau datang berkunjung, selalu ada sesuatu untuk dimakan,
5. Dia sering menelepon hanya untuk tahu apa yang sedang kau lakukan,
4. Menurutnya kau kelihatan cantik bahkan saat tidak memakai make up sama sekali,
3. Dia mendengarkan keluhan tentang masalahmu dan mencoba menawarkan solusi yang memungkinkan,
2. Dia tidak kesal saat kamu tidak sengaja membicarakan cowok ganteng bersama sahabatmu,
1. Dia sama sekali tidak terganggu saat kau memilih menghabiskan malam minggu di depan TV dan bukan dengannya.

(Ready or Not, Meg Cabot)

Ten part One

Sepuluh tempat utama orang-orang biasanya kehilangan keperawanan mereka:

10. Kursi belakang mobil si cowok,
9. Di hotel setelah prom,
8. Tempat tidur orangtuamu,
7. Tempat tidur orangtua cowokmu,
6. Di dalam tenda di perkemahan,
5. Di pantai,
4. Di mana pun, yang benar-benar di luar ruangan,
3. Di kamar cowokmu,
2. Di kamarmu,
1. Di vila cowokmu.

(Ready or Not, Meg Cabot)

what is the meaning of 'friend'?

the thing is that you thought your whole world depends on the person you loved the most. boyfriend, lover, husband, whatever he is; while you never realize others who are always there to lend their shoulder for you to cry on.

i am worried sick and you just never notice

seriously what is it with me??

i don't know why i feel so bored or lazy or losing spirit
i don't know why i become so self-centered
i don't know why i am ignoring the whole world

what is it with me?

a mother

i wonder how rude a daughter could be.
abandon your mother is rude, especially when she's talking.
lying to your mother is worse, she would never thought such lies come from your mouth.
looking down on your mother is the worst thing a daughter could possibly do.
it's a sin.

she carried you for 9 months and 10 days without even a single complain.
she told you everything, she heard every single beat of your heart.
she prayed for your success, your love life, your work, every single word from her mouth is about you.

she taught you everything but you didn't want to listen to her.
so when you're screwed up it's not her fault. IT'S TOTALLY YOURS.

aduh apa ya? terlalu banyak yang harus ditulis, terlalu sedikit yg niat ditulis..
zzzzz..