ketidaktahuan ingin tahu

berdiam dalam sepi dan tanya

tak tahu harus apa

waktu berjalan, berdetik perlahan

aku hanya sosok tak berupa

tak tahu apa-apa

putih seperti salju

diam membeku

merah seperti darah

berlumuran sepenggal kisah

friend is never easily understood

i was in the middle of the conflicts.
i see people through their eyes, i do not need to ask.

i know when you upset, i feel it.
the reason is the only one i can't figure out.

you do not supposed to get mad, or upset, or whatever your feeling was.
it's just not right, not in the right place, nor time.

then, what the hell you laugh on?
why the hell that you try to joke?

you covered your anger, with joke.
that is why it was never been funny.

i just do not understand, as if i would.
why do you have to fulfill yourself with anger.

just let it flow, spit it out.
it's not about you anyway.

pulang

pulang lagi dan semua kembali hanya mimpi
suatu saat aku terbangun dan terjaga
mimpiku tak pernah sama

aku hanya bisa bermimpi
tak berpikir mewujudkannya
susah,, sulit,, bukan tak mungkin

tapi segalanya selalu tampak dekat
seperti awan yang seolah bisa diraih
seolah bisa dimakan layaknya gula-gula kapas

sekali lagi pulang
dan semuanya hanya mimpi
terjepit,, terhimpit,, karena materi

aku pulang lagi