i don't want to explain what i did or why
i don't have to explain what i did or why

i don't mind you judge me
i don't mind you say bad things about me

my life isn't book you can read
my life isn't song you can sing

you don't open your pages, i won't try to look
you don't tell your stories, i won't try to know

your life isn't book i can read
your life isn't song i can sing

you open your pages, i'll read till i blind
you tell your stories, i'll listen till i deaf

HOME

i need to go home. i really do.
this thing's making me uncomfortable.
it's making me vulnerable.
i don't like being vulnerable.
it's unusual. dangerous.

i want to go home.
i have to go home.
i need to go home.

it's killing me.

it hits me in my face that while i can fall for you, you also can fall for someone else. (little fact i picked up on twitter this morning)

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/katy-perry-lyrics/thinking-of-you-lyrics.html |]
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay