life of illusion

that i'm not going to stay forever in the darkness..
i want to come out i want to break the box..

i can't

every time i lit a fire..
the wind will blow it and leave me alone in the darkness..

i can't

i am too frightened,, too angry to my blood..
i am petrified,, to weak to move on..

i can't

to break the box that looks like glass in my eyes..
it's not,, it's metal..

i can't

it's too cold in the darkness..
i am too lonely to fight i am tired..

i can't

the more i feel the more i know..
i can't go back neither move on..

i am trapped in illusion..


goodbye myself i am not going..
see you myself i am not turning back



November 7th, 2009