it shouldn't have to be this way. it shouldn't be this way

i have made my choice so let's deal with it.

burn your dreams, girl

bury your wishes

leave it all alone and just let it be

i can still live without my dreams

though it's better for me not to live at all.

having dreams is maybe the worst sin in the world. no, not in the world, in MY world.

i always thought that i'm following my dreams. i chase upon them, and i want to reach them.

i'm dying for my dreams. dying to reach them. to want to have them. to keep them real.

well, maybe i was wrong. all the time, i was wrong.

maybe i'm not supposed to have dreams. maybe i'm supposed to just sit tight and enjoy the ride, wherever it takes me.

maybe this is just a bad dream. a bad dream i chose instead of a bleeding reality that bond me to earth and never let go.

i would like to fly. i would like to taste clouds and sunshine and breathe in the atmosphere.

but i don't have wings, how can i even think to taste them?

why can't i just walk? or run. or fall.

this dream is falling apart. and even if i push it hard, i can't no longer hold it.