Friday, November 25, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
sorry
for everything.
for every mistakes i've made
i'm thankful for everything you gave me.
for every lessons i learned.
it started out as a friendship.
but it's just don't feel like it anymore.
jealousy wasn't part of the deal.
distrust wasn't what i signed up for.
so i'm really sorry for everything.
there just can't be two dominant personalities.
i know you don't think of me as one.
but i surely want to be one.
Monday, November 14, 2011
people say money isn't everything.
well, tell that to the penniless beggar you walk through everyday.
tell that to every penniless children that can't go to school.
tell that to the girl who sold her body for food.
now who said money isn't everything?
you can't buy happiness. true.
but,
when there's something you really want yet you don't have money to buy it
will you be happy, then?
i don't think so.
don't blame me for being cynical.
it's been my life the way i know it.
you don't have the right to judge.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
Brian Littrell - In Christ Alone
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand
Chorus:
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord
Chorus:
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
adiksi
tentu, jika didengar sama sekali tidak membahayakan.
tentu, jika dilihat pun tidak tampak berbahaya.
tapi nyatanya..
tugas? ah, nanti saja kalau sudah selesai.
tidur? ah, tanggung satu episode lagi.
cek email? ah, nanti satu download-an lagi.
makan? ah, nanti kalau sudah satu season.
bahkan ke toilet? ah, sebentar deh lagi seru.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Katy Perry - Not Like The Movies
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.
I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.
Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.
If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And that's just the beginning.
'Cause I know you're out there,
And you're, you're looking for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.
Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it will be.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
i don't have to explain what i did or why
i don't mind you judge me
i don't mind you say bad things about me
my life isn't book you can read
my life isn't song you can sing
you don't open your pages, i won't try to look
you don't tell your stories, i won't try to know
your life isn't book i can read
your life isn't song i can sing
you open your pages, i'll read till i blind
you tell your stories, i'll listen till i deaf
Sunday, June 12, 2011
HOME
this thing's making me uncomfortable.
it's making me vulnerable.
i don't like being vulnerable.
it's unusual. dangerous.
i want to go home.
i have to go home.
i need to go home.
it's killing me.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Katy Perry - Thinking of You
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/katy-perry-lyrics/thinking-of-you-lyrics.html |]
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
Monday, May 23, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/lady-antebellum-lyrics/need-you-now-lyrics.html ]
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now
Oh baby, I need you now
P.S.: kirain Lady Antebellum lagunya mirip Lady Gaga, ternyata ngga juga.. ;D
Monday, May 16, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Avril Lavigne - I Wish You Were Here
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
There's a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
ketika kita merasa semuanya terkendali dan baik-baik saja,
nyatanya dunia diputarbalikkan dan diacak sampai porak poranda.
ketika kita merasa semuanya berantakan dan serba tidak terkontrol,
ternyata tak ada angin sedikit pun yang berhembus menggoyangkan dunia,
dan semuanya lebih dari baik-baik saja.
lalu, salahkah memiliki ekspektasi?
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts, whether it's right or wrong
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'
What,
What,
What,
'What the hell'
So what if I go out on a million dates
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong,
I just need some time to play (yeah)
You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'
La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa
La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed
All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'(what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, 'What the hell'
La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la
Sunday, April 17, 2011
recently, i have found my visual communication task that said:
"I DON'T LIKE WORKING IN GROUP"
this is why i don't like working with people:
1. I don't thrust people enough to let them working on something without my considerations, therefore I have to check on what everyone's doing.
2. I don't like to explain my thoughts to people, that's why I tend to follow other's idea than to explain my idea to them.
3. Even if I have explained what I want, there are still some of them who didn't understand and did it wrong and it's kind of pissed me of.
4. I prefer to take responsibilities of my own mistakes than for other's mistakes.
Well, I guess that's the reasons. Even among the little group I trusted, I still can not count on them in everything. That's why when I want it to be perfect I just have to do it myself. If it turns out it didn't perfect at all, it's all my fault and I blame no one but my inability.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Jakarta
Jakarta mengubah saya.
Ia meningkatkan ketidakpedulian saya, membuat saya sendirian.
Ia membangkitkan harapan sekaligus menenggelamkan.
Ia membuat saya tergantung pada perkembangan zaman.
Terantuk prinsip dalam pola pergaulan.
Romeo and Juliet
Two households, both alike in dignity,
In fair Verona, where we lay our scene,
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;
Whose misadventured piteous overthrows
Do with their death bury their parents' strife.
The fearful passage of their death-mark'd love,
And the continuance of their parents' rage,
Which, but their children's end, nought could remove,
Is now the two hours' traffic of our stage;
The which if you with patient ears attend,
What here shall miss, our toil shall strive to mend.
Inspired to the greatest love story of the entire human race..
We proudly present:
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Rachel Yamagata - Quiet
And I had read all of this in his eyes
Long before he even said so
Why go, I asked
You know and I know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spend on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you
Goodbye
Don't cry
You know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
All the waves of blame arrange as broken scenery
As they steal your best memories away
What if I was someone different in your only history?
Would you feel the same
As I walk out the door
Never to see your face again
Never to see your face again
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
It'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything
I don't expect anything to change when I leave
Saturday, April 9, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!
Hi my dearest friend, happy 21st birthday to you!
I hope you will get everything you've dream of.
Don't feel lonely, because you have a lot of friends who support you.
God bless always..
P.S.. I am trying to congratulate you in every social media that you have.. haha
once again, Happy 21st birthday!
Friday, April 8, 2011
Jikustik - Untuk Cinta
Pernah kita bersama, pernah kita bahagia
Mengarungi dunia, berjanji tuk setia
Aku tahu dirinya yang terbaik untukmu
Namun lihatlah aku, lelaki yang merindu
Reff:
Bila sinar surya terang menerangi kita
Ku kan mendekapmu erat takkan ku lepaskan
Walau kini engkau telah memilih dirinya
Ku ‘kan selalu berharap
Ku ‘kan selalu menanti untuk cinta
Aku tahu dirinya yang terbaik untukmu
Namun lihatlah aku, lelaki yang merindu
Reff:
Bila sinar surya terang menerangi kita
Ku kan mendekapmu erat takkan ku lepaskan
Walau kini engkau telah memilih dirinya
Ku ‘kan selalu berharap
Ku ‘kan selalu menanti untuk cinta
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Need To Breathe - Something Beautiful
I feel the waves crashin' on my feet
It's like I know where I need to be
But I can't figure out, yeah I can't figure out
Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will ya let me drown, will ya let me drown
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh,Oh,Oh something beautiful
And the water is risin' quick
And for years I was scared of it
We can't be sure when it will subside
So I won't leave your side, no I can't leave your side
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh,Oh,Oh Something Beautiful
Oh,Oh,Oh Something Beautiful
In a daydream, I couldn't live like this
I wouldn't stop until I found something beautiful
When I wake up, and all i want i have
You know it's still not what i need something beautiful
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh,Oh,Oh something beautiful
Oh,Oh,Oh
Nada Surf - Inside Of Love
it kills all thoughts
Getting spacier than
An astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what i do
Late at night
I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We'll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can't read the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse
[chorus]
I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you
I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
Of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Alm. Chrisye - Andai Aku Bisa
Memutar kembali
Waktu yang telah berjalan
Tuk kembali bersama di dirimu selamanya...
Bukan maksud aku membawa dirimu
Masuk terlalu jauh
Kedalam kisah cinta
Yang tak mungkin terjadi..
Dan aku tak punya hati
Untuk menyakiti dirimu
Dan aku tak punya hati tuk mencintai
Dirimu yang selalu mencintai diriku
Walau kau tahu diriku masih bersamanya ...
Walaupun kau tahu
kau tahu diriku
Masih bersamanya ....
P.S. This song is hauntingly sad and beautiful.. :(
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
mimpi
susah ya kalo punya harapan yang ketinggian. punya mimpi yang ngga tentu bisa dicapai.
tapi ada sesuatu yang bikin saya ngga bisa berhenti. mimpi itu adiktif, dan saya ketagihan.
ketagihan untuk melakukan.
ketagihan untuk mewujudkan.
ketagihan untuk bertahan.
bisa nggaknya, saya taruh di belakang. bersama sisa-sisa pengharapan.
saya tahu saya konyol, sekonyol anak-anak yang mengejar layang-layang putus.
tapi saya tidak bisa berhenti berlari. belum.
dua kaki saya masih tegak, dua tangan saya belum berhenti bergerak.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
tapi ngapain gw di sini? bolos, males-malesan, nitip absen, makan mahal-mahal, nonton bioskop hampir tiap minggu. bahkan semester ini aja gw hampir failed satu mata kuliah yang mahapenting buat jurusan gw.
what the hell am i doing?
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Paramore - Misguided Ghost
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction
'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles
Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just
Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles
Paramore - Playing God
Well, maybe you should tie me up so I don't go where you don't want me
You say that I've been changing, that I'm not just simply aging
Yeah, how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat
Wo-o-o-ho-oh
You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror
If God's the game that you're playing
Well, we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely... to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you
Wo-o-o-ho-oh
You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror
This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret... I'll hold you to it
I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror
I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror
P.S. : gila keranjingan Paramore gw..