dear hatred why do i always live with you?

heartless

i am being inhuman.
i can't feel what people feel.
i don't know how i should act.

every good thing turns out to be hypocrisy.
every thought never seems pure again.

it's only in my heart.
it's only in my head.

this heart has been rotten.
this heart has been cold.

i am being inhuman.

I'm Going Home - Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, I'm going home

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i know a single sorry can't cure a flightless bird

so i will take the wings and bind it
i will pour water to freshen the wounds
i will give my hands to replace the wings

though the bird might bite me
though the bird might doubt me

i'm not letting go till the bird can fly again

it's just a disappointment.

it's the way you talk.
the way you judge.
the way you're interrupt.

it's just hurt and you just simply don't understand.

troublesome

this is troublesome.
very troublesome.
when it comes to life, friendship, and some girls stuffs.
it's become very troublesome.

would you mind, not laying your hands to our business?
well theirs, actually. mine's not so that important.

i don't care what people say about me, it's totally not about them anyway.
but i do trust that you can't just trespassing to one's house and fix their door.
though you might mean it right, though you might think it right.
but it's trespassing.

it's our line.
at least you could ask us.

it's getting harder ever since.
i don't really know what's going on or how should i act.
i was completely lost.

things went strange, even for me.
the reality is real.
the fact is real.
the dream is just a smiling lies.

but i can't stop dreaming.
if i stop dreaming, i stop living.

smiling lies i can never pretend