hypocrite f*ucking b*itch!

ga suka ya ga suka, marah ya marah
ngga usah sok baik deh
ngga usah sok ngga marah

kesel kan? marah aja!
jangan kayak orang bego iya iya aja!

f*ck!

happens every f*cking time.

kalo orangnya baik ama gw yaaa, kalo gw baik juga sama orangnya yaaa..
ga kenapa-napa.

giliran gw ngga suka orangnya yaa, giliran udah dibetah2in yaaa..
selalu ada aja yang bikin emosi.

sabar deeeehhh, haduuuhhhhh..

sorry

i'm really sorry.
for everything.
for every mistakes i've made

i'm thankful for everything you gave me.
for every lessons i learned.

it started out as a friendship.
but it's just don't feel like it anymore.

jealousy wasn't part of the deal.
distrust wasn't what i signed up for.

so i'm really sorry for everything.
there just can't be two dominant personalities.
i know you don't think of me as one.
but i surely want to be one.

ah f*ck it!

people say money isn't everything.
well, tell that to the penniless beggar you walk through everyday.
tell that to every penniless children that can't go to school.
tell that to the girl who sold her body for food.

now who said money isn't everything?

you can't buy happiness. true.
but,
when there's something you really want yet you don't have money to buy it
will you be happy, then?
i don't think so.

don't blame me for being cynical.
it's been my life the way i know it.
you don't have the right to judge.

sometimes it's just reasons after reasons.
to dislike you even more. i can't stop.
'disliking' you.

you really think you're that worth to me? well, no.
it's probably my stupid ego. it's probably my lousy judgment.

or is it your inability to understand boundaries?