Saturday, May 22, 2010

life

how long has it been?
i don't know,, maybe seven or eight years.

why do you never fair to me, life?
why do you always pushing and pulling me down?
yet, i still love you so much.

why do you give me dream, life?
and at the same time you break it up.
and leave it hopeless.
yet, i still want you so much.

why do you save me, life?
lift me back up again.
to dream even more.
and to hope and to trust.

Monday, May 17, 2010

faith

malam lalu saya marah.
marah, karena saya bukan dia.
marah, karena saya tak akan jadi dia.
marah, karena kamu terus-terusan berpikir kalau saya akan menjadi dia.

saya adalah saya.
saya hanyalah saya.
bukan siapa-siapa.
bukan dia.

tapi kamu tidak percaya.
ah, saya lelah.

if you keep losing faith to the people around you
you'll lose their faith as well.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

karma

jika aku adalah kamu
kamu adalah dia
dia adalah kita
kita adalah mereka
mereka adalah kami
kami adalah aku
maka aku adalah aku

what goes around comes around
think about it

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

ah

bagiku seperti kebohongan
kebenaran yang dipalsukan
keinginan yang dipaksakan

bagiku terdengar akan hujan
angin pun bertiup tak tenang
dan langit tetap selalu berawan

it's always uncertain.
life. love. friendship. dream
ah, the last hurts.

i believe in the rain,
it will bring a rainbow.
i believe there is hope.

somewhere
somehow

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

the rope of hope

i am hanging on the rope
the rope of hope

i am crying, still fighting
i am smiling, laughing

i am hanging on the rope of hope

despair everywhere
betrayal, back stabbing all around

i am hanging on the rope of hope

i am lost
in the middle of thin air

i can't breathe
can't sleep
can't see through their heads
can't feel through their hearts

i am hanging on the rope of hope

will i survive?
will i fall??